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[Jul. 28th, 2008|08:29 pm] |
Sing by Dresden Dolls
There is this thing that's like touching except you don't touch
Back in the day it just went without saying at all
All the world's history gradually dying of shock
There is this thing it's like talking except you don't talk
You sing
You sing
Sing for the bartender sing for the janitor sing
Sing for the cameras sing for the animals sing
Sing for the children shooting the children sing
Sing for the teachers who told you that you couldn't sing
Just sing
There is thing thing keeping everyone's lungs and lips locked
It is called fear and it's seeing a great renaissance
After the show you can not sing wherever you want
But for now let's just pretend we're all gonna get bombed
So sing
Sing cause its obvious sing for the astronauts sing
Sing for the president sing for the terrorists sing
Sing for the soccer team sing for the janjuweed sing
Sing for the kid with the phone who refuses to sing
Just sing
Life is no cabaret
We don't care what you say
We're inviting you anyway
You motherfuckers you'll sing someday...
You motherfuckers you'll sing someday...
You motherfuckers you'll sing someday... |
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[May. 16th, 2008|10:43 pm] |
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My cat Puck has passed away today after fighting 9 years with Feline Lukemia. May he rest in peace finally and not have to worry about being sick anymore. He was a strong fighter but this spring his body just couldn't take it anymore.
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[Apr. 22nd, 2008|09:59 pm] |
This is a post from my other journal, I'm just to lazy to go and write a new one atm
Welllllllllll, I now have three puppies. The first one was born April 21 at 11:09 pm and is a dark brown we think and white, the second also born on April 21 at 11:27 is the same colors, and the third one born on April 22 at 12:24 am is black and white. Not sure the sexes yet, haven't been able to really get a good look at them. The mommy is doing well, she is asleep curled up with them feeding on her. Not sure if there is going to be a fourth one but the vet said 3-4. They are so so cute. I'm in love.
The cats have taken to them well so far, my mommy cat, the one that has had about 4 litters wants to play mommy so right now she is sitting at the corner of my bed looking down at the babies and meowing, its very cute. She did try to get close to them but Aya got upset so now she is keeping away from her a bit.
Oh i said the cat was on my bed, well rather then use the box we had built for her, her nesting box she through my floor would be a great place to have puppies.
Puppy #4 born at 1:21 am on April 22, color is all white like the daddy.
OMG! They just keep coming! There is no end to them! Save me please!
Father is doing well also, me on the other hand, if she has another puppy i am going to die.
Puppy #5 born at 1:40 am.... Help me ; ;
Here they are to save the day. |
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[Mar. 26th, 2008|11:08 pm] |
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Its been a crazy year since I last updated. Things go up and down.
Last time I updated I was talking about Molly, she had to be put down in the fall.
The puppy is doing great, he is a year old as of yesterday.
Ayame might be prengnat.
My cousin Mary-Kate is pregnant.
Colleen got a new car.
Oh Colleen's sister had a baby boy on June 12th, he is so cute!
Fi is sick, as always but we now know what the battle has been against for the last few years. She has Lymes.
Finally sold my uncle's big old house.
Took my GED, failed, getting some help one the one part I failed by 2 freaking points and taking it over again asap.
Looking for a new job.
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[May. 31st, 2007|01:12 pm] |
Oi... Its been one hell of a week so far...
Lets start off with Sunday..
Sunday: Molly (cat) was playing with Ayame (dog) and we think Aya might of gotten a little to rough with her because later on that day Molly wasn't putting much weight on her left paw.
Monday: Molly now can not move her back legs at all and has taken to just dragging herself around the house, she still eats, drinks and tries to go to the bathroom.
Tuesday: Take Molly to the vet and he says it might be a big problem or a little small problem, he gives her two shots of something and then tells us to call him in the morning and tell him if she is getting better or not. Gives us some meds for her to take.
Weds: Molly is doing better! She is up and trying to use her back paws to lift herself up to walk around. She makes it into the kitchen and bathroom all on her own. She can wag her tail in that annoyed cat way. She's doing a lot better.
Also on weds we went up to up state New York and picked up Ru.. God is he a handful.. And we thought Aya was bad when she was a pup this guy is.. Oi..
The two dogs get along to a point. Aya annoys Ru to much so when he gets annoyed he growls and snaps his jaws at her like he is from Jaws. He doesn't bite her just puppy warning snaps. They are right now sitting behind me and the laptop on my bed trying to knock either other, or me orr the bed. So far Aya was knocked off twice and run none.
Well that's it for now, more later maybe when i don't have to juggernots trying to hurt me. |
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[May. 17th, 2007|08:23 pm] |
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So today was it, we got every single thing we wanted out of my Uncle's house besides the piano which we are getting next Tuesday.. Now here is the real kicker in the ass, today while we were loading things up the new owners came by, that's right my other Uncle Jay sold the place already after telling us " Having two houses is costing me, I have to sell it. " Last week when my mom asked him for more time to get the stuff out. What a fucking jackass, I dislike my uncle highly at this point.
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[May. 15th, 2007|10:10 pm] |
I would like you all to meet Sesshomaru... Or well Ru (Roo) for short.. Not to sure on the name yet but we are going to be getting him the end of the month.
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[Apr. 30th, 2007|04:21 pm] |
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I'm going to be an Aunt!!
My best friend who is like my sister (known each other for 14 years now) oldest sister is going to have a baby end of may, colleen couldn't hold back from telling me anymore, she wanted to bring the baby down here as a surprise.
They are naming the baby Ray after the father and he is due the end of May beginning of June... I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet him.. Hehe. |
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| A working Gen is a sorta happy Gen |
[Apr. 3rd, 2007|01:18 pm] |
Another update for me.. Yay me right?
So I saw my dad last night in his second job at the A&P here, asked him what he was getting Fi for her birthday and whatnot since it is the 8th and if he would be in town then.. He's not going to be here but will try to stop by before he leaves.
Told him about my GED and how they told me it was going to be sometime this month that they'd be able to get me in for testing, also told him I am going to the DMV tomorrow to get my permit and state ID since on the 11th or around then Colleen wants to go out drinking for her birthday, I have to go this time, I blew her off the last three times. Asked my dad if JCP&L was hiring since Colleen needs a job down here since she is moviing down here for school, he said he wasn't sure but in Sept he could get me a job reading the power meters on the side of the houses which pays like 22 bucks a hour and gives all bennies after 6 months on the job.. Needless to say I am very happy about this.. Yayness ^^.
Anyway, that's what I was updating to say, I have a job! Sorta. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2007|02:54 pm] |
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Ya know, its been ages since I updated and I feel a bit bad about that... I'm always doing that, disappearing for months at a time without telling anyone.. Hell my last post was in Jan and it was just a small thing about snow, how corny is that..
Its snowed a lot since then and now its beautiful weather that has me outside fixing up the front and back of the house, I'm actually going as far as to rebuild the outside shower that had fallen apart a few years ago.
Still working on getting things out of my Uncle's house, we have until May before my other uncle has his way and just throws everything out and sells the house as is. I can't believe him, this is the house he grew up in and he is just going to throw everything away, china from the 1920s, vases from 1890s.. He's freaking crazy and just wants the money that the house will sell for which btw we aren't getting anything of. That means my uncle makes out with a total of 500,000 while we get 140,000.. I know I am sounding just about as horrible as my uncle right now but we could of used a bit more of that money to build onto the house, fix it up a lot better then the paint and glue job we are doing and actually have a semi-good life for Fi who is the youngest and shouldn't have to go to school hungry and whatnot. Its just the fact that my uncle doesn't care. We have about 60,000 left from the money we got, a lot of it when into paying off all of Fi's and mom's med bills.. Oh yea, mom got very sick over the winter, she is better now but it was scary there for awhile.. The rest of the money we can't use because its locked away in some saving/stock thingie so when mom passes away (which will be no time soon) we, my brother, sister and I have something from her besides a load of bills and a falling down house.
I guess I'm done rambling for now, I got things i needa do. |
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| Move over 2006 its almost time for 2007 |
[Dec. 31st, 2006|07:30 pm] |
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This was taken from Cat and Tom
1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
I took a course for GED prep, next year I'm going to take the test.
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
No I didn't, my big resolustion was to lose weight and instead I put on more. This year I am going to work a lot harder to get thinner and healthier.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes, my uncle died the end of June.
5. What countries did you visit?
No where! Next year I think i am going to take my friends offer and go out to Aus for a little bit.
6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
More friends... I like 0 friends in the outside world and I would really like to change that. I'm going to go out more, get into some college classes, I'm going to try everything to get more friends.
7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 28th, its the day my uncle died and the day I gained a husky puppy.
Middle of August, Its when I broke up with Justin after 2 and a half years.
Nov 4-13, I went to Disney World for the first time in 20 years.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Taking the GED prep and becoming a better person to those around me. Having an upbeat attatude rather then the down bitchy one that i use to have.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not taking the GED test after getting the course done.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes, rip in my stomach after coming back from Disney.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Colleen's week pass to disney for next year
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
My father's, all my life he has always been so grumpy and unthoughtful when it comes to his children.. This year, he's been so kind, he's even getting married.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My sister's the way she treats anyone anymore is just horrible. She yells at my mom who has given her everything she has ever wanted and still it isn't enough for her. I hope she wises up this year.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Disney Trip, clothing, christmas presents.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Going to Disney World.
16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
Swallow by Emilie Autumn
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter sadly
iii. richer or poorer? Richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Going out and talking with people
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Hiding away.
20. How will you be spending Christmas and the holidays?
With my family.
22. Did you fall in love in 2006?
I fell out of love.
23. How many one-night stands?
None! You have to go out in order to have those
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Eh, don't have one.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I don't hat people, I just dislike them a lot.
26. What was the best book you read?
Oh I can't remember.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Emilie Autumn for sure
28. What did you want and get?
A lot of things and a lot of them I did get.
29. What did you want and not get?
A voilin and new flute
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Pirates of the Caribbean II
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
We went up north to my uncle's house and started to clean it out.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Getting the stuff I need done, GED, getting my drivers permit.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
Its the same really... I like cute things, pretty things... Some punk like Hello Kitty but that's about it.
34. What kept you sane?
My family. My friends.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Johnny Depp
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
The elections. Iraq.
37. Who did you miss?
Chris, Uncle TJ, oddly Justin
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Nate, he's so... Wow
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006.
no matter what anyone else tells me, I'm worth a lot of things.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
" If you feel better , Telling me I'm cruel , Saying I'm unfeeling , I don't mind , If it's necessary , If it helps you out , Crying that I'm heartless, It's alright " If You Feel Better - Emilie Autumn
Mood into the New Year
2006 - Peaceful |
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[Nov. 13th, 2006|11:22 pm] |
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I'm so bored today... ZGot back from Dinsey last night and now tonight I have nothing to do at this point. It really sucks. I had the most amazing time there, things were just so much fun! I wanted to stay and get a job there so I could have fun all the time.. Hehe. I could of been like.. Pooh bear, I'm fat enough for it.
We have decided that we are going to go back in April and I have decided that I want to be a size 14 by then.. That's 4 months to lose 6 dress sizes.. I think I can do it if I work at it enough. Hell I'll be happy being a size 16.. 14 might be pushing it. I'm going to take Aya on long walks twice a day and then use the total gym that is sitting in the corner of the livingroom after I put the new floor down (doing that this week). Oh! Colleen is going to Disney with us in April also.
Oh you heard right, I'm going to put down a livingroom floor all on my own, wood floor too.. I cacn't wait to see how it turns out. Then after that I'm going to paint the livingroom.. I guess I should paint first then put the floor down.. Oh well. After I'm done with the livingroom I'm going to do my room.. My room really needs a change, its so plain anymore.
So back to disney, took so many pictures that I am actually going to load up here in a few moments.. And there is a few pictures of me.. Horrible fat ugly me.. Don't say I'm not because I've already been told I was. These aren't the best pictures of me, no makeup and my hair wasnt down ( I always look better with my hair down). Bad picture days for me.. Yuck.. I don't even know if I wanna show them at this point, I'm scared.
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[Nov. 2nd, 2006|04:20 am] |
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Well today is the day... I'm off on a wonderful trip to Disneyworld at 12 pm est.. Its a 22 hour drive.. Fun times, in a car with my sister, mom and Miss cathy for 22 hours... I think I'll go and hang myself with with the cable wire now. I guess it won't be to bad... I have the laptop to entertain me until it dies, music and the gameboy ds when fi isn't using it, plus some books to read and my ged books to work on.
I have to pick people up things while I'm there.. Here's a little list so I can actually remember.
Matt: something pluto
Kyle: Goofy things
Colleen: Dondal Duck
Am-bee: Winne the Pooh
Pretty easy list but this is me, I'll forget it even before we leave. That's me, little miss forgetful anymore.
Haven't talked to Justin since my post with the song, I guess he does still read this thing or he just gave up on being friends, either or is okay with me. Matt is sorta like the new man in my life but I'm playing it slow and steady, he's actually okay with that. I'm done rushing into things that just end pretty suddenly. I just wanna be single for awhile.
Finished school and took the pretest in the class, guess who passed with like 500 points to put on anything? Me of course, when I get back I'm actually going to take the real test and finish this that so spring classes here I come! Also when I get back from Disney I'm going to try to find a job.
I went to bed at like 12 and woke up at 3 now I can't get back to sleep, I guess that is okay, there are still a few things i needa do, like the wash that didn't get clean last night, finish packing, and make sure Fi is alright for school today.
I guess I'm done rambling, I'll be back in ten days to tell everyone how my trip went and to have pictures up.. Maybe there will even be a surprise picture of me! Omg, all of you must die in shock now. I'm so fat and ugly. -.- |
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[Oct. 10th, 2006|02:44 am] |
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After a lot of thinking and almost 750 dollars later I have gotten myself a digi cam! Its for the trip to FL next month. Oh that's right I didn't tell! Newxt month from the 4-13th I am going to be in Disneyworld. Its been 20 years since I was there last and really I can't wait to go back. I'm going with my mom, sister, Miss Rathy (good family friend, really should be saying Aunt Rathy) and my cousin Mary-Kate who is going to meet us down there after a few days since she is going to have to be working when we leave. How great is that? Its going to be so much fun! I'm so excited!
Anyway took the dog out while so sick today (I have this horrible stomach flu, my stomach hurts so much that I was actually crying earlier because I was in so much pain. Its feeling a bit better now.) well I took the dog out today with Fi to test the cam.. Wow great pictures. Here they are!
( This is a story about a dog ) |
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[Oct. 4th, 2006|05:39 pm] |
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Guys are great... Kyle is talking about a FFXI and I'm talking about my day.. Fun times.
Aria says:
So I got to sing and dance in the mall
[Kyle] says:
nice ^^
[Kyle] says:
do you remember where to get the green in raboa for digging?
Aria says:
can you get green there?
[Kyle] says:
idk ><
[Kyle] says:
i thought you could
Aria says:
so I might have a job at the place I was singing and dancing at. ^^
[Kyle] says:
cool ^^
[Kyle] says:
ya you can, i just can't find the NPC lol
Aria says:
Its funny, I went int Build-a-bear workshop to look at what they had and they had hello kitty! So the manager came over and started to talk to my mom and me and was like I love working here, its the best place so I asked for an application and said I would fill it out and bring it back tomorrow to her.. Went into the Dinsey store spent like 10 minutes in there, came out again and the manager came
Aria says:
out of BaB and was like we have a group interview going on in ten minutes, come to it.. I was like.. Okay
Aria says:
so in the interview they make you sing and dance a song of your picking.. I did if your happy and you know it.. Heh
Aria says:
it was fun
Aria says:
and I'm just rambling.
[Kyle] says:
lol no im paying attention |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|11:29 pm] |
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All I say is bah... Why does he have to IM me?
I mean its nice that he wants to be friends still.. I guess but ugh, its just his timing.
If I wanted to believe you, I guess I could
And if I wanted to understand you, I guess I would
But my days would go blank and I'd be freezing naked
Cuz stripped of you, well, that's modestly all that I know
So I'm not ready to get over you cuz
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over every piece that puzzled you and me
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over feeling my heart and tasting and seeing
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over Earth, Wind, and Fire
Change the soap in the shower
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over singing this song for hundreds of hours
So boy while you chip in some understanding, I'll make a deal with my mess
And cleaning up what I WANNA BE SAYING is my first big step
When I close my eyes and everything I run into
Is stubbing me with bruises of memories of you
I'm not ready to get over you cuz
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over every piece that puzzled you and me
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over feeling my heart and tasting and seeing
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over Earth, Wind, and Fire
Change the soap in the shower
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over singing this song for hundreds of hours
Waffle house jokes and romantic comedies
Avon cologne and credit card entries
Butter on popcorn and that mercury sable
The whole darn state of north carolina
My pink leather jacket and cherry hi-c
When I'm finally without you
Can't figure out what'll be left of me
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over every piece that puzzled you and me
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over feeling my heart and tasting and feeling
If I gotta get over you, I gotta get over Earth, Wind, and Fire
Change the soap in the shower
If I gotta get over you, I gotta STOP singing this song for hundreds of hours |
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[Sep. 12th, 2006|07:06 pm] |
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So, not much has been going on since my last update. Still wiating on the money and still waiting for my uncle to get the dick out of his ass.
Father got me a new game for my birthday, for the time being I am actually playing WoW while suffering from what everyone thinks is mono. Oh speaking of my father, he is getting married sometime next year.
I wonder if this will work here.
Invalid video URL.
Good song.
But anyway, yea I've been really super tired lately and sleeping away almost every day since last Thrusday, mom thinks I might have mono but I can't get tested for it until we get the money -.- Don't know what the hell to do at this point. |
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[Sep. 7th, 2006|08:32 am] |
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Am-bee made me that for my birthday ^^
Well the 5th was my birthday... I'm 22 now... Got 2 CDs by Emilie Autumn, she rocks so much. Also got myself a new feather pillow. What else was there... I think that it is actually..
Almost got everything settle for my uncle./.. We are getting the shit end of the stick. My Uncle Jay is about, when all is sold getting 600,000 while we are getting about 400,000.. His 600k is, the house up north, a piece of land he got ages ago and hald of the retirement fund my uncle had. We are getting half the fund and the house I live in at the moment which we should of had from my grandmother. In other words, we are only really gettong 140k from the fund my uncle had while he gets everything and yet he wants us to pay for half of the bills on the house up north which is about all together 70k. AND on top of that we have to pay a 11% tax on our house because it is going brother to sister rather then mother to daughter. Difference classes. So, to say the least, my mother is going to go to her lawyer and have him figure out a way to get her brother to pay for the taxes that we shouldn't even be paying and for all the house up north since he is getting it all and we aren't getting anything. Its great how greedy people can be, meaning my uncle and aunt atm. Its going to be a long hard battle... Only reason we are doing it this way because if we pay the taxes and half the house bills, we are left with nothing out of the 140k we get, we'd be lucky if we could keep out house at all. Its all bullshit... I'm so mad at my uncle tj now for dying when he did and not settling everything or having a will. |
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